05 April 2009

He still sms me with all the hurtfull words. So, i couldn't take it and reply to him. Told him, above all the irresponsible thing, he still accusing and blaming me. Ask him just go away, don't disturb me. Then, he said, sorry to make me feel bad. He told me that he stay at his friend place and wondering if ke can collect max and few things that belong to his friend. The rest of the thing at home I can keep it seem.

Anyway, can tell how much 'sorry' he is. It's ok. I don't care anymore. Told him that he can take max, and yes the rest of the thing at home will be mine because i bought it for us. The bed, the matress, the kitchen, the wardrobe, the sofa, the table, the oven and even the aquarium and water filter. The TV he bought for me, so its mine. The only thing his; PA system, small TV, a fridge, a wardrobe, DVD player and a sofa. And am gonna take it all as a payment of our debt that I have to pay for the rest of my life. He only can take max.

And things he wants to collect that belong to his friend actually PA system and monitor that he bought for the girl. Its in my booth right now. Not going to give it too.

Yep...I know, he already have the girl. nobody stop them, he even has his father money. He don't need me over that girl, he don't need anything in the house over moneys he has, he don't need Darlene over his freedom as a bachelor. I guess God really loves him. Giving him anything he wants. God must be very angry at me now that I have to face all this. Alone.