03 June 2009

Still haven't get divorce, but still looking at it.

Couldn't believe, things changes so fast. Last March, still thinking whether to proceed with divorce and thought that he will change. But then, I found out all the nasty he done, in front and behind me. Then, I decided to get over with it. I need to find a good living for me and my daughter, that living with him will make me suffer even more.

Within a month, look for the house, meeting the attorney and now try to find a time to get marriage matrimonal. I am not in hurry to get divorce, not like that I have somebody right now and still I couldn'tt imagine living and falling for someone else. The only thing that make me keep on going is Darlene. I will proceed with Divorce as soon as I can.

Pass the divorce letter to him and he has no reaction, than just ask me to sue the girl. I would sue the girl if he not really pushing me. Why is he wants me to sue the girl so desperately? Because the girl leave him? I don't know, but my intuition said that not him who suppose to decide to sue the girl. If he want, he can do it himself. And if I decided to sue the girl, it will be my decision, nothing to do with him. But, I do believe God looking at us right now. Even for those who has not believe in God, there always something that we call 'karma'. Do as bad as you want, as you could, one day it will turn back to you. Your suffer might be double or triple or more. We all believe in "what comes around will comes around".