It has been two years and plus. I was and still in the limbo. I don't know if anyone else can put up with all this s**t like me. But here i am, still standing.
I know, its quite some time after my previous blog. To be honest, I just gave up. I thought that I can fight for our marriage. But, later I found that even I won the battle, is it worth it? Will he change permenantly? I guess I don't have to wait long. After his first affair (after we married), they broke up, I found out they abort before they end up their relationship. I didn't make any noise about it, till recently when we have big fight. He admit what they have done! Can you imagine!! It really broke my heart. Who is this guy I married 3 years ago? Who is this guy that I fall in love so much 3 years ago? But, actually it was more than that...i just gave up.....
Ok ok, maybe I should step back. Start from where I stop last time.
It just the beginning
11 years ago
